Monday, January 7, 2008

ashamed

i am

perfect adjective to describe how i feel
my innards are twisting and i feel
like tears are being held back by a screen

why!why?why.

i did this to myself. this is why, im not who, what i want to be

i have no self control

i am a dog, with its tail between its legs

a shut-in. too afraid to face it, the world
the judgemental world

i run tonight
i will sweat out all these feelings
and look on this post tommorow and laugh
"how morbid! how dramatic!"

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